It has been quite a while that we totally lost in touch.
I visited your space, but didn't write anything there.
It was me drive myself out of your world a year ago.

It is interesting that I set "keep walking" as my Blog title,
and I have never stop travelling around since then.
I have walked over 40 cities around China.

And after that I totally lost myself.
I don't know where is home and where to go.

I have gone back to school at the end of June, where I had a long holiday.
It was a shame that I was not with the team when they are pass by and stay overnight at your hometown Linfen.
It is only a year or so after I left school.
But I felt like It was over ten years..
I couldn't think out any of the picture of my uni life in the past year.
But they all went back at that time, which make me scared.
You were most of my uni life,
and I lost you.

You were right,  I had enough of the loneliness.
I can't bear to be alone anymore.
I even can not sleep alone, so invite my friend to sleep with me.
I didn't get any job at the moment.
It is not bcs I don't want to work or I can't find a job at all.
I am not ready for a new start.
I don't know where I can go.
I don't know where I want to go.

I love black bcs it is a safe color.
I am wearing back from winter to summer.
I hide after it and also draw my challenge days on it.
Now my life is red. It is sharp and painful.
You know how spoony and obstinate I am.
I choose the orange front for you, 
in memory of your warm orange jacket,
and these days,,,

It is getting close to your birthday.
Happy birthday to you as well.