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April 28 The HolidayWhy am l attracted to a person l know isn't good?
l happen to know the answer to this. Because you're hoping you're wrong, and every time she does something that tells you she's no good, you ignore it, and every time she comes through and surprises you, she wins you over and you lose that argument with yourself that she's not for you. ……
What I'm trying to say is I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. How it can actually ache in places that you didn't know you had inside you. It doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get or gyms you join or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with girlfriends. You still go to bed every night going over every detail, and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell, for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy? And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that however long 'all that' may be you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted that will eventually begin to fade. April 26 But Where Are You"I guarantee that we'll have tough times.
I guarantee that at some point one or both of us will want to get out.
But I also guarantee that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for the rest of my life.
Because I know in my heart -- you're the only one for me."
--- "Runaway Bride"
I remember I watched this movie in an English lesson in college.
It can not be called as a superb film, but these lines deeply touched me.
I saw myself in this film, a girl who has fear and feel confused about love, a girl who always wants to runaway.
Now the little girl has grown up.
Although love is unconditional, inconvenient and consuming, it is still the best thing I've ever known.
I am not going to anywhere anymore.
I am right here and waiting for you.
But where are you? |
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